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Jun. 7th, 2008 02:31 amI am completely haunted by the image of a young mans flacid penis in a dirty council estate stairwell as he tried to "pleasure" himself, oddest bit being he actually apologised to me as I walked round the corner and nearly right into him, what he was actually apologising for is debatable, because he made no scrambling effort to put it away, its not like he'd been caught short trying to pee, he was quite clearly struggling to find an erection, his apology was because he was staring at a group of 12 year old school boys in full school uniform.
Broad daylight, in full public view and no attempt to even make me think otherwise, horrific thing [not as if theres anything redeeming about this whole story] is that those boys are in my brothers year at the same school, I don't doubt he knows a few of them, just last week he had to walk the same way home from school because his buspass wasn't ready. what if He'd been the one who walked into him instead of me? I think the worst bit of it all is he was only in his early twenties himself, he doesn't fit the stereotype you want to think of Pedophiles, it just makes you realise that basically...everyone is a threat. they don't walk around in hand made shirts reading nonce. Stupidest thing is I was embarressed I scurried off, why the fuck was I embarressed? I should have pulled the bastarding thing off. Further proof the world never fails to absolutely disgust me on every single level. I'm actually scared to walk that way ever again, I'm normal and I'm scared, He's the one in the wrong and he probably feels no two ways about it, please feel free to point out the logic right there.
Broad daylight, in full public view and no attempt to even make me think otherwise, horrific thing [not as if theres anything redeeming about this whole story] is that those boys are in my brothers year at the same school, I don't doubt he knows a few of them, just last week he had to walk the same way home from school because his buspass wasn't ready. what if He'd been the one who walked into him instead of me? I think the worst bit of it all is he was only in his early twenties himself, he doesn't fit the stereotype you want to think of Pedophiles, it just makes you realise that basically...everyone is a threat. they don't walk around in hand made shirts reading nonce. Stupidest thing is I was embarressed I scurried off, why the fuck was I embarressed? I should have pulled the bastarding thing off. Further proof the world never fails to absolutely disgust me on every single level. I'm actually scared to walk that way ever again, I'm normal and I'm scared, He's the one in the wrong and he probably feels no two ways about it, please feel free to point out the logic right there.
